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WilliWowza

Age/Gender: 18, Male
Location: London, USA
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WilliWowza

Wooper

Posted by WilliWowza May. 30, 2008 @ 12:04 AM EDT

Making news posts is always something that riles me up over what I should actually put here. On the one hand there's a part of me that want to writes up a detailed entry about how I'm feeling or my views on certain events taking place on Newgrounds, however that side is usually immediately countered by the side which reminds me that no one reads or cares about my opinion and much more people would simply prefer a one liner and a picture.

Well what is there to say about the moment? The BBS awards are causing delicious drama and reminding myself just how many people don't like me. You can't really say that you don't care about them at all, because it's people's opinion's on you, something which almost all people care a lot about. If someone says something nice about, you're happy and feel like some sort of role model for that person. A warm feeling of pride emits from within over the thought that this person looks up to you in the same way that you may have done for other users.

On the other hand there's the kick in the stomach you get when you see someone make a negative comment about you or put you in a bad category. Someone you don't even know, someone you've never done anything to doesn't like you. It's hard to shrug it off, it makes you feel like you've wasted this year/half year of posting because in the end everyone thought what you had to say was shit. Some people might "but er der it gives people an incentive to improve dem derselves"". (notice how I make the hypothetical quote of the person with a view different from my own appear stupid, ingenius) Well theoretically yes it would, but in reality people are stubborn creatures and once they have an opinion of someone lodged in their brains it becomes very hard to shake it short of them turning water into wine in front of their faces and dying on a plank of wood.

Internet drama aside I've been wasting time on TF2 and WoW for the most part. Yes WoW, and not even on my own account, I've been leveling up a friend so he can get to 70, at which point I will go back on my own level 70 so we can all play together. I don't particularly love WoW as a game, it is fun and pretty but not enough to warrant playing it on my own. Rather the fun comes from playing with people you know, over skype/teamspeak/etc., and having a laugh whilst playing it together. Technically this makes any game better, but it's particularly good in an RPG type game such as WoW, where you can all level up, quest and raid together. I spend most of my day just sat on skype talking with my buddies, which is what I've missed about WoW, actually interacting with people and having fun...

: not IRL buddies lol (except one) don't go thinking I have a life

Speaking of IRL, let's not. I'm sure nobody could care less about my life nor do they want to read me droning on about it since I sure don't unless it's a person I care about, which I don't think many people do about me on here. I don't see why people need to make a topic or a news bulletin every time they fart or cough, but I suppose some people enjoy it, like the type of people who watch soaps.

Flash has been hanging over me like a dark foreboding shadow, beckoning me to curdle back into her ghastly talons of tweening and patience. I really like doing flash, it's been one of the only things in my life where I felt like I've achieved something, but have never been happy with my work. Probably sounds sad but I was so excited and happy when I got frontpage/daily 2nd, like ever since I was a kid I used to look up to the flash artists on this site as some sort of geniuses and wanted to be so much like them. For days I would sit her watching flash after flash, spending whole days at a time watching every episode of Bonus Stage or Space Tree and dreaming of being as good as them. I will get back to it, I know it, it's never too late. Just having trouble getting the house free for doing voices, hate other people hearing me do that in the house.

Seems a bit of a waste even loading up MSN nowadays, seeing as I only really talk to about 3 different people (don't hold me to that number). People just seem to be talking to me less, feels pointless having such a big contact list of these people I barely know or ever talk to. It's not that I don't want to talk to the, I'd gladly talk to anyone most of the time, I'm just not good at starting conversations usually.....or I'm a bore to talk to. Just be nice to have actual conversations with new people instead of only being talked to for either a 5 or to post in someone's topic.

Why am I writing all this? Good on you for anyone actually reading this far, I don't know what's got into me. I'm just sitting here with the sniffles typing away like a madman for some reason.

Was wondering if I should change my username to Wooper, I really like it and makes more sense than this name, which people spell wrong half the time or just laugh at.

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NOW READING IS LIKE A GAME

Thanks, hit me with some feedback so I can tell whether I should bother to do anything again.

- Wooper

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79 Comments

May. 30, 2008 | 12:31 AM Dazmi says:

yay, unimportaint ranting

May. 30, 2008 | 8:48 AM WilliWowza responds:

0 Achievement Points


May. 30, 2008 | 12:48 AM TheCriminalDuder says:

I read it all. You make good points.
With all the negative reviews on my latest game I've been feelin' the "kick in the stomach" extra hard lately. It's brutal, but it's somethin' everyone has to deal with on NG - good or bad.

May. 30, 2008 | 8:49 AM WilliWowza responds:

Some people just like to be jerks, but it makes up for it when you see someone who's favourited your game or movie, it's a good feeling.


May. 30, 2008 | 1:28 AM Goonie says:

whooper?

May. 30, 2008 | 8:49 AM WilliWowza responds:

Wooper


May. 30, 2008 | 2:26 AM Jimtopia says:

Read it all. Yeah it's kind of weird how hurt people can get just from negative feedback on the internet. I've noticed that it's fairly exaggerated on NG though; but you just have to not listen to the jerks.

On my first ever cartoon I submitted I got a review that said: "Go hang yourself or eat rat poison." That was it, word for word, it's gone now but I remember it because it was ground into my memory. Whenever I looked to see if I had a new review I would see that, and wonder why someone could be so heartless as to wishing I was dead over a flash cartoon. After spending about 2 years hanging around NG I've learned to take asshole comments with a grain of salt because honestly people can be unnecessarily cruel on this site, and you shouldn't listen to those people.

I do think however that constructive criticism is a very important thing, and on the BBS, when it comes to these yearly voting things, that really is non-existent, which may be why it is kind of upsetting to you. The BBS is a pretty harsh place sometimes, which is weird for me to say because honestly it's just a gathering of nerds, but the anonymity of it all can lead to people being meaner than they would be in real life.

I've noticed that if people make topics saying they like anime, or something about porn, they're going to get flamed, that's just how it is. Usually people just jump on the bandwagon with that stuff though.

Now, about you. You shouldn't listen to those guys who say negative things about you. Whenever I see a thread you made I always click it, because honestly you have made me laugh so many times, it's scary. You always have had something witty and original in your topics, and it's just fun to read what you write; so I commend you on that.

I don't know why I wrote all this, I guess I just had a lot to say on the subject.

Also, I like WilliWowza, I think you should keep it.

May. 30, 2008 | 8:54 AM WilliWowza responds:

Thanks, glad I had an impact on someone. Anyone can just brush this aside and say 'Oh it's the internet it doesn't matter, get over it', but when you've put effort into anything, be it a flash, game or even a post on the BBS, you want it to be appreciated by people rather than constantly be met with hostility.

Still thinking about the name thing though.


May. 30, 2008 | 2:37 AM Nogfish says:

I hate doing voices in my house as well...

May. 30, 2008 | 8:55 AM WilliWowza responds:

"IN THE CITY O-"

"What's that dear?"

"N-no mom.....I-I wasn't talking to you...."

"Oh okey"

Confidence crushed :[


May. 30, 2008 | 2:42 AM Chandelier says:

WilliWowza > Wooper

May. 30, 2008 | 8:55 AM WilliWowza responds:

Woop


May. 30, 2008 | 3:14 AM ShirtTurtle says:

i only talk to 2 people on msn.
seriously, we've both hit the end of the cycle where we're so cool that people don't even talk to us.

May. 30, 2008 | 8:56 AM WilliWowza responds:

Oh yeah, that must be it, I must totally intimidate them all with my coolness. Although I don't even remember being cool before that when people talked to me...


May. 30, 2008 | 5:23 AM OdHero says:

Wow, the paragraph about flash is 100% just like me. Everything from the loathing og my own work, to loving making flash, to thinking so many flash makers are genius and the house free voice acting.

May. 30, 2008 | 8:58 AM WilliWowza responds:

Suppose that most flash artists feel this way, it's what pushes us to better ourselves and keep trying to do better.


May. 30, 2008 | 8:29 AM corupption says:

all i can say is its about damn time you recognised his god like physich!(if you spell it like that)
wooper for president! :p
XD

May. 30, 2008 | 8:58 AM WilliWowza responds:

Wooper is amazing, he has such a cute smile.


May. 30, 2008 | 8:53 AM TomFulp says:

I always like to remind myself that "the day you become happy with your work is the day your work stops improving." Essentially, no one decent will ever be happy with anything they make, but at least there's that short-lived moment of pride when you finish and release something.

The joy-vacuum that I fall into is this: I'll choose to work when I really, really don't feel like it, but then I'll cross some hurdle or tackle some obstacle I thought I would never tackle... So then I'm like "Wow, what if I had just gone to bed, or gone out with friends, or whatever, instead of sitting down to work on this... All these difficult things wouldn't be done."

But it's a trap, because before long, you have to ask that about every part of your day. "I wonder what would be done right now if I had gotten up at 6 instead of 7", "I wonder what I would have completed if I hadn't sat down to watch Lost." Suddenly nothing in life can be enjoyed because every moment spent consuming is a moment that you aren't producing. But then a lot of inspiration comes from the consuming, so it's important to totally slack off every once in a while and shift your gears. Anyway I don't know where I'm going with this bye.

May. 31, 2008 | 6:32 AM WilliWowza responds:

Haha, I get what you mean about feeling guilty for not creating, but at the same time the moments when I wasn't on flash were usually the times when I had the best ideas which you can't get by just sitting in front of the computer screen endlessly ctrl +Zing that same line over and over because you just can't get it quite right. You have to take a step back every now and then to take a look at what you've done to see how to improve it .

All this is making me nostalgic for creating flash, really wish I'd actually felt like this a while ago so I could've done something for the MGS collab :[

Thanks Tom


May. 30, 2008 | 10:14 AM TheDeathOfHell says:

I accidently submitted a piece of crap and i think that has something to do with the fact that i can't deposit or get any more points. Someone tell me!

May. 31, 2008 | 6:33 AM WilliWowza responds:

Yes, I remember my first post, the way I look at it is that it could've been a whole lot worse. At least the grammar and spelling are near my standard now.


May. 30, 2008 | 1:55 PM Toukeman says:

wooper was my favorite water type in Siviler/Gold

Woopers rule

May. 31, 2008 | 6:34 AM WilliWowza responds:

He's Water AND Ground, tackles the Electricity weakness problem but makes him Doubly weak against Grass.


May. 30, 2008 | 3:17 PM TheMexicanMuffinMan says:

Respect....

May. 31, 2008 | 6:34 AM WilliWowza responds:

Brah


May. 30, 2008 | 9:06 PM The-Donkey says:

Uh-oh.

http://wooper.newgrounds.com/

May. 31, 2008 | 6:36 AM WilliWowza responds:

An account that hasn't been used for 4 years which was only used to make one review, anyways I'm still on the fence about the name thing.


May. 31, 2008 | 5:39 AM Gagsy says:

I ment what I said about people being stupid for thinking you're overrated. You're one of my favourite users on here, and one of the few who I like to take notice of what you're psoting. You know what I mean, you see a certain users name in 'Last Posted' and you go look at what they are talking about. Forget the haters, it's all baseless, and I would love to talk to you more on msn.

May. 31, 2008 | 6:39 AM WilliWowza responds:

Well do talk to me more, you're always set to appear offline or afk half the time so I never know when you're on.

I do that Last Posted thing for AshfordPride cause I bets he done something funny, except he's never on MSN either anymore.

So if he blocked me: ASSFORDPRIDE

If he didn't: HELLO :]


May. 31, 2008 | 8:31 AM Gagsy says:

I'm not on msn so mine these days really. I mean right now I'm at work, so using msn isn't even an option and with my PC issues (CRASHING ALL THE FUCKING TIME) I tend to not bother getting on so much.

SELF-ESTEEM BACK UP?! CAN I STOP SUCKING YOUR WOOPER NOW?

May. 31, 2008 | 8:58 AM WilliWowza responds:

YEAH I'M FEELING LIKE A PRETTY BIG KID NOW

Get a PC you soppy sausage.


May. 31, 2008 | 12:37 PM Gagsy says:

I CAN DO IT TOO WITH KANDOO!

I'm gonna buy myself a decent laptop when I can afford it. My room is too small to house a PC.

Jun. 2, 2008 | 7:32 PM WilliWowza responds:

Ugh, laptops, remember when they thought those little nipples in the middle of the keyboard were a good replacement for the mouse?

TERRIBLE


May. 31, 2008 | 1:23 PM Why993 says:

One Liner!

<Picture>

Jun. 2, 2008 | 7:33 PM WilliWowza responds:

<Sarcastic rhetoric>


Jun. 1, 2008 | 2:10 AM flamingninja777 says:

I'm not sure I get it. Explain in 1 sentence please

Jun. 2, 2008 | 7:34 PM WilliWowza responds:

You just displayed my point perfectly.


Jun. 1, 2008 | 9:38 AM Lucy says:

I wanna rock your body.

Jun. 2, 2008 | 7:34 PM WilliWowza responds:

My body is your body
I won't tell anybody
If you want to use my body
Go for it, yeah


Jun. 1, 2008 | 10:47 AM Dsmano says:

WOOPER DONE A POOPER!

Jun. 2, 2008 | 7:38 PM WilliWowza responds:

Hilarious


Jun. 1, 2008 | 9:09 PM EyeLovePoozy says:

I don't know you very well Willi.... But I have to say that you are one of the people that make me duck into a thread while I'm lurking when I see you as the last person who has posted. Chin up you fucker and paltalk more often....

Jun. 2, 2008 | 7:39 PM WilliWowza responds:

Thanks, but Paltalk isn't fun the last times I've been in it. I'll wait for NGChat to come up......sometime.


Jun. 2, 2008 | 12:54 AM CuteAndFuzzy says:

this comment has absolutely nothing to do with your blog post

Jun. 2, 2008 | 7:40 PM WilliWowza responds:

Well it does now.


Jun. 2, 2008 | 1:48 PM ZombieSquirrel says:

I'D TALK TO YOU ON MSN IF I EVER SAW YOU ON, WHICH MOST OF THE TIME I DO NOT. xcgjnsdfgjsdghjsdhgsdfhghsdgsdhghdf
lol

hi

Jun. 2, 2008 | 7:40 PM WilliWowza responds:

Jeez I'm like, ALWAYS on man.


Jun. 2, 2008 | 5:04 PM manic1993 says:

....................ummmmmmmmmmm.....
................................
what
is
that?????????????????????????????????
?????????????????????????????????????
?????????????????????

Jun. 2, 2008 | 7:40 PM WilliWowza responds:

What is that mess you wrote?


Jun. 2, 2008 | 8:25 PM Burnzoid says:

u are a faggit, y don't u go kill urself and save us some time u absolote gay.

u suck

ohmigodddd u guysss lol

Jun. 2, 2008 | 8:25 PM WilliWowza responds:

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOD GUYSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


Jun. 4, 2008 | 2:14 PM Lucy says:

Okay so i just actually read this post. And william, i want words with you once your ass is on msn.
i love you, my frillz ;d


Jun. 4, 2008 | 3:42 PM Mendou says:

Hey Willi.


Jun. 5, 2008 | 12:24 AM Fr0z3nb14d3 says:

YOU BAD AT FLASH. NO?


Jun. 5, 2008 | 5:14 PM Joshiwa says:

I read your post and I know how you feel about not having friends IRL. After college I lost touch with almost everyone. So I guess if I could give you any advice it would be stay strong and positive, things like to work out in the end.


Jun. 5, 2008 | 5:24 PM Kurt-1 says:

too long did not read


Jun. 5, 2008 | 8:07 PM knightsofthecircle says:

Home of the Wooper.


Jun. 5, 2008 | 11:43 PM TacticalShoe says:

Will, you're a cool kid, you know?

Don't let a bunch of random strangers get you down because, honestly, do they really matter?

And, just to push this old button again, when you get back into flash, I'll have my mic ready.


Jun. 6, 2008 | 10:03 AM cast says:

www.electricretard.com


Jun. 6, 2008 | 11:31 AM killerjeff says:

Hai thar WilliWowza, you know who I'am?


Jun. 6, 2008 | 1:16 PM BlueFlameSkulls says:

Don't bother asking people whether you should change your username.

I've been there, what happens you think that you need to start again. You may ask people or just mention it. They'll say "NAW DUDE I'VE GOT USED TO LOOKING AT YOUR ALIAS BWA BWA BWA"

Then you'll forget about it and do something else like build a skyscraper made out of CD jewel cases.


Jun. 7, 2008 | 5:39 PM Jack-Fox says:

CRAWLING IN MY SKIN!


Jun. 8, 2008 | 9:21 AM ParadoxSaint says:

Nah, your name is great. It wouldn't be the same if you changed it.

You just keep doing what you're doing. From what I've seen you're work's great, just keep working.


Jun. 8, 2008 | 7:19 PM CaiWengi says:

:3

:3


Jun. 9, 2008 | 7:06 AM DenEmiel says:

That's a pokemon.


Jun. 10, 2008 | 2:29 PM Tyrant12 says:

You take negative comments from users you don't know seriously? You're too soft William.


Jun. 12, 2008 | 3:41 PM Purpin says:

Mudkips final evo and Gastrodon are better than wooper.

Regarding your blog, I like you.


Jun. 13, 2008 | 4:56 PM DannyIsOnFire says:

Awards? Link?


Jun. 14, 2008 | 9:26 PM reviewer-general says:

If it helps, I always liked you. :)

You make good points, 'mano.


Jun. 14, 2008 | 11:34 PM RobotTaco says:

Woopers are nice and all but... I LIEK MUDKIPZ!


Jun. 14, 2008 | 11:40 PM cornbin says:

SARAH

SARAH!

Jun. 25, 2008 | 7:17 PM WilliWowza responds:

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


Jun. 15, 2008 | 2:16 PM Black-Flame says:

Ha, you said IRL!

IRLand :D


Jun. 16, 2008 | 5:58 PM sharingankakashi13 says:

Wooper is so hot.


Jun. 16, 2008 | 6:00 PM Raguel says:

I really wish we could do something between us three (HAYF being the third).

There was a whole emptiness of potential after your party thread, which is probably the only thing that's made me hang on to the general forum in the hopes that something like it will come along again.

Ah well, we'll always have purple juice.

Woop!

Jun. 25, 2008 | 7:16 PM WilliWowza responds:

We should, expect a good old MSPaint thread soon.....


Jun. 17, 2008 | 7:36 AM killerjeff says:

I guess not. );


Jun. 19, 2008 | 8:45 AM TJoyal says:

Your such a picwhore

Jun. 25, 2008 | 7:17 PM WilliWowza responds:

You're such a whore.


Jun. 19, 2008 | 1:41 PM Yghrulez says:

SHOOP DA WOOPER


Jun. 22, 2008 | 11:06 AM killerjeff says:

Sorry about that post there.


Jun. 27, 2008 | 11:38 AM Davidzx says:

hmm, in one of your movies you credited another auther for the art(dont save missingno) but it looks like the art is all yours.

anyways nice art...

Jun. 29, 2008 | 10:39 PM WilliWowza responds:

Sawke did the art for the Pokemon, and demanded to be credited somehow.


Jun. 28, 2008 | 3:48 PM kisame says:

CHIKORITA USED RAZOR LEAF!


Jun. 29, 2008 | 3:13 PM Sk8erGirl14 says:

hello thar.

Jun. 29, 2008 | 10:39 PM WilliWowza responds:

Hello here


Jun. 29, 2008 | 3:32 PM poopmon says:

I like to poop. Feels good when it comes out of my asshole.


Jun. 29, 2008 | 10:04 PM agustana says:

I know you from facebook. :D

Jun. 29, 2008 | 10:39 PM WilliWowza responds:

PET MY POKEMON

You get +10 Pokedollars


Jun. 29, 2008 | 11:30 PM poopmon says:

I like poop. I love the way it feels when in comes out of my asshole.


Jul. 1, 2008 | 11:00 AM killerjeff says:

That guy above me likes poop.


Jul. 1, 2008 | 6:42 PM Dsmano says:

Just throw grenades at me.


Jul. 3, 2008 | 8:32 AM Xaxrox says:

Dat a radiation victim.


Jul. 3, 2008 | 11:21 PM homor says:

you should write a book about this willi, more people need to know about the WOOPER


Jul. 4, 2008 | 8:06 PM VespeneGas says:

korn sucks shit


Jul. 6, 2008 | 11:01 PM killerjeff says:

Hey WilliWowza, seeing how you are a fan of Dead Rising come to my blog to see Frank Ballpark movies. Frank west.


Jul. 12, 2008 | 5:17 PM physco-pickle says:

I read the entire blog in the voice of pikachu.


Jul. 12, 2008 | 6:08 PM physco-pickle says:

I am a girl! i swear to you!


Jul. 13, 2008 | 8:21 PM physco-pickle says:

Don't change it to wooper, personally I like your name, its cute. :3

And you should make more flashes, specially if it makes you happy.

Jul. 24, 2008 | 11:01 PM WilliWowza responds:

One of the many things that makes me happy, the best thing is just knowing that other people are enjoying it too, nothing makes you feel better than thinking that you've brightened up someone's day that you don't even know.


Jul. 24, 2008 | 9:12 PM IammeoramI says:

I hate you. Your awesome. >:(

Jul. 24, 2008 | 11:00 PM WilliWowza responds:

Nah I'm not


Jul. 24, 2008 | 9:57 PM Fr0z3nb14d3 says:

Bring a case of beers to my house, yes?


Jul. 24, 2008 | 10:46 PM D-XN says:

I wanna see you buried alive.

Jul. 24, 2008 | 11:00 PM WilliWowza responds:

And all the hotshot carrying on that you do

It's your only move


Jul. 30, 2008 | 10:33 AM Gagsy says:

surely the infamous Will has more to talk about now?

Aug. 4, 2008 | 10:42 AM WilliWowza responds:

Yeah I do


Jul. 30, 2008 | 4:48 PM Black-Ops says:

OK, I promised myself that I would read all of this blog and give an appropriate response. So here it is. :)

"Making news posts is always something that riles me up over what I should actually put here."

I know how you feel. A while ago I made a very short blog showing pictures of me from two different years. One was better than the other. I got 34 comments, excluding spam comments which is fantastic for me. I thought it was great that I was receiving so much traffic, but then I felt, "This isn't anything. It's a neat thing I found, that's it." Whenever I make a huge blog (much like this one), then no one takes the time to read all of it, or they'll leave an unrelated comment. So whenever I create a new blog, I feel like writing tons of shit but know that it'll get ignored. It sucks.

"If someone says something nice about, you're happy and feel like some sort of role model for that person."

It felt good getting nominated by Mechabloby last year for 'Master Creator'. Apparently my topics were/are quite good. That was the only nomination received, but it wasn't a case of "DAAAAW NOMINATE ME PLZ". He genuinely felt that I was deserving of it, and I did feel good. It also feels good that some people look up to me or call me in times of trouble, whether it be NG related or not. I feel valued.

"On the other hand there's the kick in the stomach you get when you see someone make a negative comment about you or put you in a bad category. "

The only bad category I have been nominated for was 'Attention Whore' by The-D-Lucks Edition, also last year. It did cause some uncomfort, but I eventually let it wash over me. I think bad comments/nominations becomes a problem when it's in a certain abundance. If you receive 1 nasty comment from someone then you think "Meh, just some stupid kid." If you receive 5 nasty comments, then you think "Hey, am I really like that?" I can't say I know exactly how you feel here, but I understand how it could be a problem.

I don't get what people like so much about WoW, it never really caught on to me. I prefer Counter Strike. TF2 looks great as well, but my computer is horrible for that sort of thing. :(

"Speaking of IRL, let's not. I'm sure nobody could care less about my life nor do they want to read me droning on about it since I sure don't unless it's a person I care about, which I don't think many people do about me on here."

Sometimes you just have to do it for yourself. No one might turn up, but you have to vent RL frustrations in a tangible form in order to keep on top of them, and to not let them get you down. The people who give a damn will be there to offer advice.

"Flash has been hanging over me like a dark foreboding shadow, beckoning me to curdle back into her ghastly talons of tweening and patience."

Ah, Flash. I suck at it so much, and yet I keep on coming up with ideas that I know will never happen (due to a faulty laptop and poor skills). I can see it playing in my mind, but when I'm sitting down with my laptop, I'll lose patience and pick up my DS. And the thing is, I know how it works. I know how to animate, and I can animate, but I just lose momentum by the time Flash is done loading. It's a problem being primarily interested in making music videos on Flash when your laptop has no audio; a nightmare when trying to sync events with beats.

It must feel good being able to submit your own work and for it to be valued.
There's nothing sad about getting excited about reaching daily 2nd/FP. I'd be overjoyed just getting a score of +3 on a Flash of my own creation.

And yeah, I know how you feel about the voices. I cringe inside whenever I try to record something and it comes out wrong, or my mic becomes loose and I hear "KRRRRRRRRRRH" throughout the whole recording.

"Seems a bit of a waste even loading up MSN nowadays, seeing as I only really talk to about 3 different people (don't hold me to that number). "

Yeah, you know that you've got +100 contacts, about 70 who you never talk to, but you don't feel the urge to delete them. And so the list is messy.

It feels awkward having small talk with someone and then there is silence. It kind of discourages me from talking to the people that I don't really know. But it feels great when you have a good conversation and you feel closer to that person, and that you know them better. I hate convos that begin with small talk, followed by "Five this for me", or are even initiated with "Five this". You feel like a pawn in someone's army, knowing that when you've done your task, then you are ignored. sonicmega was bad at this, but it's not been so bad now. I don't mind fivening something during a good convo, e.g. "Can you check this out?", but nowadays if people try to use me like that, I tell them to fuck off.

"Why am I writing all this? Good on you for anyone actually reading this far, I don't know what's got into me."

(y)

"Was wondering if I should change my username to Wooper"

Nah, I prefer WilliWowza. People will eventually forget what a Wooper is. I find that Pokemon is a fad that went beyond the 90's, no offence. WilliWowza is original, and that makes it memorable.

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Yaldy, 20g. You should do this more often. :P

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Aug. 11, 2008 | 10:47 PM Evark says:

I dunno, after a while you realize that you can just distance yourselves from the people who hate on you for your posting. Nobody really knows much of anything about you unless you choose to reveal yourself on the BBS. Posts aren't nearly the whole story.

Like, I used to totally avoid reading your topics as if I could catch disease from 'em. But once I'd seen an interesting opinion of yours on a subject, no longer could I afford to avoid your topics. But then again, I suppose I strive to be a little more reasonable than others in terms of the mutability of my opinions on others.

Whatever. Obviously I read your whole blog. GIMME MAH POINTS.


Aug. 13, 2008 | 3:47 PM Jake says:

Hey, I never knew your birthday was a day after mine. :o

Aug. 13, 2008 | 10:18 PM WilliWowza responds:

I never knew your birthday was a day before mine.

Dude it's nearly our birthdays!


Aug. 14, 2008 | 10:27 PM sirspamalot says:

Gligar > Wooper


Aug. 18, 2008 | 6:01 PM Slipklok says:

We rescued the crops!


Aug. 19, 2008 | 3:11 PM Ungar says:

This is my first sentence. This is my second sentence.


Aug. 19, 2008 | 4:01 PM FrozenSheep says:

Go out and get drunk legally you son of a bitch

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